Rose-tinted glasses aren’t for everyone. I’d prefer to try to have a fairly balanced, feet firmly planted on the ground, perspective on things. Especially on things concerning the world of me, myself and I. I thought I had a pretty good, a very realistic handle on my talents and abilities, limitations, giftings and failings. I thought I did.
Then Love swooped down.
Why is it so much easier to look at the character traits in our children and people close to us, and although we may not always appreciate these traits at face value, we can see how they can be flipped and used for good, than to possibly say the same for us?
The bossy kid. That’s leadership ability.
The stubborn child. Well they won’t be easily swayed.
But in myself? Well the negative, the lack, the gap between who I am and who I’d like to be, that’s always a bad thing. Always a sticking point. Always a thing to block, ignore or explain away.
Until Love swoops down, kneels gently beside us, and grace kisses us on the cheeks.
I’ve been swept upon. I’ve been blown away. Regarding two separate specifics, who I thought I was, who I declared I wasn’t, they have been completely turned around. I’ve been corrected and re-aligned, as only a Father with the very gentlest of touches can do. This is the way, walk ye in it. No longer shall you limit yourself in these ways.
You may be in a similar place to where I was. Loudly proclaiming that there’s no way you could do x, y or z. That’s not your gifting. You’re not able to do that. Or this part of you that others see as a negative thing, a hindering thing, is a stumbling block for you.
But maybe, God’s just waiting, lingering, hovering close, until you need to know that actually yes, your limitations are sometimes of your own doing. And then, if you make room for him, then He’ll swoop down, and give you grace for the journey, grace for the task, grace for your own lack of ability, and He’ll make what you thought was impossible simply possible…..
And with that re-alignment comes a new confidence. Because you know you’re not operating out of self and all that you know you can or cannot do – but what He is equipping you to do. The path of obedience can be walked in confidence because God is leading the way, lighting the path in the dark places, and you can walk this new path with head held high because you are no longer a slave to fear and your own very cheeks, they have been kissed with grace.